How can I help my friend!!!!?

First of all, why don't you call the suicide hot line. Tell them your story & ask them what you could do to help her. They are trained specifically in that field & I feel you could get MORE help from them than from anyone else. Give them a call, see what they have to say & DO follow their instructions. I feel that would be the very BEST thing you could do for her. You're a Sweetheart for caring so much about your friend. I wish you the best, honey, & KNOW you'll get just the help you need from them.^